Today was the first day I ever realized and accepted that I actually failed on something. This teacher was in my gym class gave me a shit test and I couldn't respond. At first I couldn't think of anything and it kind of pissed my off but it's all good. I knew I failed and that's a good thing because I can do better next time. Lunch was kind of a bummer since I didn't see anyone at all. The mall was dead during lunch and I was surprised because it's usually packed. Anyways on my third period class I was flirting and teasing this girl a lot. I didn't like her or anything in fact she probably be the last few people I would date in my school. I just did it because I thought it would be good practice. Also I saw two of my elementary classmates and I gave one of them a hug but the other I didn't. I felt bad after because I didn't give her a hug and I saw it in her expression that she was kind of disappointed. But OH WELL... After school I played ball with some friends. Then when I was walking home I did two approaches. It could have been more but this girl I wanted to approach got on the bus before I could approach her.
Excuses...
I don't know why I'm having problems approaching women these days. Every morning I'm just not in the mood. I could have said something or approach women this morning but I couldn't. This kind of ruins the day for me. I don't want to approach anyone at all.
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